Jane’s Annual Poems, 1973-2021

SOLSTICE BIRTH DAYS DARK TO LIGHT, 2002

“The Creator’s sun will probably shine, the Creator’s moon gleam palely/ the stars in heaven twinkle, the Big and Little Bear be spread out.”  KalevalaRuno 24

Even at the Equator

they celebrate this rhythm

how earth orbits dark to light.

On this, my solstice birthday

this insane war-threatened year  

I wake in dark December

take pen to write down my dreams

of forest fires and water;

soon the daylight now dormant

will restore at a rate of

2 minutes a day until 

the spring equinox of March

twirls to the solstice of June.

The comfort of earth cycles

dull grey clouds of sodden snow

turn us inevitably

in season’s pace to yellow

swirling to blue summer skies.

My great grandmother Anna

also born on the 19th

in peasant Finland, 1854

probably in a sauna

perhaps among steaming cows–

ironic cleanness of wood smoke–

into a dim family room

piled, ancient, weathered lake rocks

Suomi’s sweat lodge ritual.

We’re all born from dark to light.

Think of a teenage virgin

impregnated by a dove.

God incarnate? beams of light?

so that their child – hers and God’s–

could  be born –  by blackblood gush

borne in a slide,

dark to light.

From the black womb the slick head

glides down, pushes forth to white;

promised peace of season’s change 

the birth canal primordial.

The carols and hymns say it:

“silent night,”  “spinning dreidel,”  

“in a manger,”  “midnight clear.”

Perhaps in this image

hope 

perhaps now while war beckons

perhaps in this season while

in a den the hoary bear

hibernates, we can avert – 

guide our world from dark to light.

                        © 2002 Jane Piirto

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